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    今天是農曆廿四歲生日。沒有在新曆那天寫日誌,是因爲SPACE那天好像出了點問題,而事實上我也的確沒有什麽想寫。小的時候很看重生日禮物,甚至很看重別人是否記得自己的生日,但年紀越大就越覺得生日無非也跟平時一樣,日出日落,無甚變化,甚至還覺得要跟對自己說生日快樂的人說聲謝謝是很麻煩的事情。這樣好像很沒有生活情趣,但我覺得如果要靠所謂節日才能獲取生活情趣的話,反而折射了平日的生活是真的很無趣乏味吧。也無風雨也無晴,爲什麽一定要等到所謂的節日才能快樂。當然我還是對記得我生日的人心存感激,至於不記得的,我當然也不會討厭啦。
     
    在這裡寫日誌,只是給自己一個結束這裡的藉口。在這裡寫了接近四年的日誌,小情緒在這裡得以發洩,只是現在再看,實在覺得可笑,可能正因爲這樣我才會把這些歸類為小情緒吧。我已經忘記了當初寫日誌的目的,但估計也離不開裸露自己給人看吧。將如此多糟粕堆放出來,看過的人一笑而過尚好,只是偶爾看見有人指着我幾年前的文字說很有道理,甚至當作金石良言,我就實在是哭笑不得。看着自己這四年來的改變,看來隨着悲傷的釋懷,現在是到了一個階段的盡頭了,今天有個人對我說了聲生日快樂,令我再一次確定這個結論。原來一個人的改變也就不過如此,無論是好是壞,這裡應該也沒有寫下去的必要了。至於以後如何見證今後一段歷史,就是後話了。在西藏遊了兩個星期,感謝不足的膠卷,令我沒有像使用數碼相機般忙於狂按快門,而忽略了享受風景。林夕說的是,入靜了心境挂念難道靠眼睛。
     
       
     
    也不知道以後想寫字的時候會寫在哪裏去,反正應該不是這裡吧。
     

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    Suyi Qinwrote:
    写下了我一年前生日那天的感觉~~
    Dec. 12
    莹 zzwrote:
    快乐. 你不写在这里,我难掩一丝不舍. 快乐.
    Dec. 1
    pinky cat liwrote:
    不是生日,也要快乐
    Nov. 30
    Nana Chanwrote:
    那至少25,26,27....的时候也过来看看吧。。
    Nov. 30
    Mong Lamwrote:
    只是覺得沒什麽東西值得寫而已哈,要寫的話也不一定要是這種方式。
    Nov. 28
    pa·子 江wrote:
    你越来越禅了。。为什么不在这里写了呢。。虽然少,但是小或大的情绪还是需要呢。
    不过~还是选择自己喜欢的方式吧。
    Nov. 27

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